Saturday, November 29, 2008

turk3y daiii n the weekend..that came with it.

umm...this year thnxgiving was 0n mii grandm0th3rs birthdaii...the next dayy was mii lil br0thers bdaii.

thnxgivng this yr was alrit3..mi fam is wild funny.lmao..i tell u.the things we wlk bout at the table.

sigh...fridaii was crazy,,tryna prepare f0r sat.
fridai nite..0 y3h..spent the nit3..tlkin t0 mii bo0ki3. =] 0 Y3H!!
sat was l0ng..
chuch...came h0m3 n ii slept.[ 0f c0urse ]
th3n w0ke up..ate..n was ar0und n ab0ut.

h0n3stly..never give black ppl a mike...=O...0mg..they tlk f0rever..smh
the fo0d was iight, juice was p0ppin, patti3s.0 y3h, l0lz..

wild tir3d atm..its ..1.23 waiting f0r this fo0l t0 call mii n aim fl0win hardd.
kat is 0utta h3r3.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

attempting t0 writ3 t0 get 0ver n writ3rs bl0ck t3ks 0ver

ewwww
0 man..i have al0tta extra f33lings t0 express
i dnt wanna express it to that pers0n because...iunno y i shud.
like a year went by..n ii wanted this kid...mann...
n its b0ut t0 be '09 n ii feel as though he is brushing mii 0ff.
=[
y cant i ever get what ii want
maybe.....its 0ne 0f th0se.."0ut 0f the carcass is sumthin sweet" siuati0ns.
or maybe im so gd^..i gd^ my 0wn head..n now ima be sittin in regret.
shudda never put mii feelings out there
shudda never trusted..shudda never cared
but ii did mii shyt right..n now im left..
0ut here.

kAP0w
day before thnxgiving..
y0 4th pd lunch was s0 much fun..i had a really gud day. it deff made mii m0nth.

-Kat

Thursday, November 20, 2008

the h0neym0on stage dun past n we naht evn t0getha

we laughed n smiled
wanted t0 g0 the extra mile
it was perfection, i cudda kept u like a d0lla
the honeymoon stage passed
n we naht evn togetha.


would have held you down like that glass paper weight
would have loved you like a fat kid loves cake.
the sun would have been our cue to do it all over again
the moon would have been the serious tim3...talk till the phones went blind.

I would have been Bonnie and you would have been Clyde
and together we would have did the time.
robbed the world blind with that thing they called love and affection.

but that was juss the emotions that drive you crazy
and after late nites..the way you slept
it was so perfect cause ya dreams replayed every moment every drop.

but time passed the leaves done fell
we looking around
hoping no one could tell.
cause the honeymoon stage dun past n we naht even together yet.

just wanting now to buss sum sweat.
and the time spent tryna get up and over
could been time to mek up under warm covers

that clock on the wall runs the same
but the internal clock dont tick the same.
cuz i was put here for a purpose and now the time frame is almost done.
sum1 ansa me this question when is two g0ing t0 become one?

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Wednesday, November 12, 2008

class 0f 09 b3bi





h0nestly i dnt liek it.
mad luv t0 th0se hu like it..=/

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=[
wth y0 im sickk with the stomach virus. i shud really be in my bed, but idk y im not there. my whole system feels horrible. liek sum1 is p0king me in my tummy, pulling it n tearing it apart. but this foolishness is in ur small intestine. wth did ii eat that made me erupt like this. i was just fine this morning, and by 3rd peri0d, damn gone again. spent 4 periods in the nurses office. i think they shud be on the list of budget cuts. cuz they do NOTHING!!!!!!!! werd to errything i love they dont! just talk on the phone and read magazines.
cuz on sum reall ishhh ii cudda collapsed or sumthin. the way i was in pain i tell yuh..rasss G0d only knows. only the devil can conjure up something so serious. =[
n u kno wats worse..i think my lil bro got it. poor kid. i can deal with it better cuz ive had this ting umpteen times. but he's made outta paper, weak n fragile.

i remember monday when i was home sick, my lil dog juss chillin with mi. i love that dog man.
but anyway, sh0ut0uts th3 Prep kids, who disrupted my peaceful rest. Sh0ut0uts t0 the stupid nurses at bayside high school. you guys deserve to be cut !
sh0ut0uts t0 rivalam, sliim, kris, n garay. i tell u, i dunno what i wud do with0ut thes kids. o0h n t0 all the ppl i sit with 4th pd lunch, l0lz onlli at bayside.


it is..now....8:39pm meh g0ne meh tummy bun!

Sunday, November 9, 2008

y3hh bo0ii 070507

dey say life iz a dick.

s0 u juss g0tta fuk it

but sum thingz u dun wanna fuk

dey may be hard

but wen push cum to shove dey wanna h0p off dey sp0t

n pull sum nxt shyt wanna turn int0 a pussii

fuk watchu herd niccaszz

erry thing i g0t iz hella hard

st0l3n fr0m myspace 070107

if there was an imaginary line between me and my heart

u wouldn't have crossed it

cuz u don't trust the bridge that takes you there

but i cant blame you

cuz i don't trust it either

at times it may seem

unreliable because

it may get unsteady

or the signs on it sumtimes

don't werk

cuz da matermind of it all sumtimes

don't know whats going on....

2 b3 continu3d a$ u trust da bridg3

My Box ...st0l3n fr0m mii space bl0g

U MAY LIVE IN A HOUSE

BUT I LIVE IN A BOX WITH NO

WINDOWZ OR DOORZ

I CANT SEE OUT NOR BREATHE IN

ITZ SO TITE

IT FEELZ SO NAKED CUZ I CAN BARELY BREATHE ENUF 2 LET

GO OF ALL DA TIMEZ I WISH THIS BOX WERE A HOME

BUT ITZ NOT

I SUMTIMEZ WISH MY BOX CUD SHARE N I CUD HAVE VISITORZ BUT

I CANT BCUZ THERE ISNT ENUF ROOM 4 ME WITH DEM THAT LIVE IN BIG HOMEZ

N FEEL THAT I AM NOT READY 4 SUCH A PLACE CALLED HOME

MY HOME IZ BROKEN LIKE A VASE HIT BY A CHILD

MY LIFE IZ A FACADE

A FAN IN THE NILE GENTLY GOING LIKE A ROBOT ON AUTOMATIC

IMPOSSIBLE IT MAY SOUND BUT IT IZ JUST ENUF TRU

SO I HOPE U CAN BELIEVE ME ENUF TO LET ME INTO UR HOME SO I CAN STEP OUT OF THIS BOX I AM FORCED 2 CALL HOME N INTO A PLACE CALLED THE WORLD

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Wednesday, November 5, 2008

0BAMA '08

Hist0ry was made!!
the first black man as our president
to0t to0t
the streets 0f ny erupted.
obama y3s we can yes we can


i alm0st cri3d y0

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

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its li3k yuh duckin
n mii s0 chill im layin d0wn.
im rollin ..
tryna put h0w i f33l int0 c0mp0und sentences
s0 wh3n th3 tim3 is rit3 ii can t3k th3m apart n thr0w th3m away
..bl0odcl0t m3h nuh bizn3z with th3 3n3my=3m0ti0ns
ii stick wit a c0ldst0n3

mmm

up th3r3 is kinda cr0wd3d s0 d0 sum m3ntal sanitati0n n l0ok f0r th3 priz3
nak3d d0lli3s 0r th3 real d3light
f3ast up0n th3 r3al milli0n d0lla m3al
im t3llin yuh y0 this h0w u shud r3ally f33l
r3d3fining juicy c0utur3
no w0nda th3y saii "3at candy"
lmao
r0tt3n t33th with a n3w f0und fr3nzy..
kinda li3k that m0nk3y 0n yur backk addicti0n

0ff th3 r3c0rd..im juss A kAt n u juss mad cuz ii spit b4 u cud swall0ww
0 3ffin 0wwwwww