Sunday, October 26, 2008

th3 br33ze calms mii

l3ft sk0ol kinda early str0lling thru th3 park..
saw a group 0f kids..we g0t aquaint3d n strt3d passing r0und a blunt. as it g0t n3ar3r....things strt3d flashin by mi
ppl drink..0thers hv3 sex..0thers d0 werk till th3y vex..
buht mii....ima bl0w it 0ut mii azz cuzz i cud s3e th3 shap3s n pplz nam3s as i puff 0ut sm0k3.th3 sw33t tast3 ar0us3s mi..b3g mii f0r m0re ...
th3 b3ll rings..i str0ll baq t0 th3 sk0ol..h0p 0n th3 bus...n dr3am b0ut a fi3ld 0f w33d ..mii runnin farm3r th3y call mii.....ha..th3y t3ll mii its r0ng buht i cant h3ar yuh....im imm3rs3d in th3 sm0k3 ..th3 vanilla dutchi3 n i t3ll st0ri3s as i fall sl33p ...i b3g th3 squad..dnt wak3 mii

Saturday, October 25, 2008

a lil sum sum

th3 things that m3k u wanna sit 0n th3 c0uch n d3liberat3 0n
buht ii cnt sit 0n mii c0uch n d0 that
s0 ima r3tr3at t0 mii t0il3t s3at
n p0nder..m0r3 lik3 th3 things that m3k yuh sp3nd $10 on juss t0 r3lax
ill b3 fin3 wh3n ii escap3 0r 3nd up lik3 w33zy
" in tw0 cups im scr3wed up"
i hv3 t0 admit..c0ld m3dicin3 is gud
Tmi...b33n bad sinc3 th3 w0rd was invent3d so0o sue mi
juss t0 g3t by ninja
ii built mii 0wn b0at n sail3d which3va waii th3 wind blew mii
i dar3 yuh t0 r3scu3 mi
buht th3n again
n0t erry1 is a risk tak3r..s0 its 0k
ill t3k 0ut th3 0ars...n fl0at mii waii t0 an 3verlasting bliss..
~~kAth~~091608

Friday, October 24, 2008

0ct.08

iiMjusTac[k]aT



0ut th3r3

Haha
its th3 d3vils adv0cate
first thing 0n th3 ag3nda sh0ot cupid n t3ll him his arr0ws is n0t p0ppin.th3 games u play m3k mi 3m0ti0nally r3tard3d f0rgiv3 mi f0r b3ing blunt.
buht thats ab0ut it batch3s. ii think ii n0w y lust is mans greatest sin...want what u kant hv3 n when u g3t it...its lik3 that nasty kandy bar...u dnt want it nem0r3..n ull suff3r n skrimmag3 f0r th3 best prize..ima stay 0n mii m0thaluvvin mind

3nvy is n0t 0f mi..n ii b3ar false witness t0 j3al0usy..hahah....
3vil g3ni0us kath is backk

D-m0thaluvvinkath

n th3n th3y fall up0n mii lik3 li0ns..ravag3 mi bar3
im r0ng f0r sp3akin 0utta 3m0ti0ns buht every1 can saii h0w th3y f33l..ima b3 inc0gnit0 n l3av3 b3hind m3m0ri3s 0f a pr0bl3m child..rud3 bad n r3ckl3ss m3b3 th3 d3vil r3sid3s in mi..0r im juss misund3rsto0d buht every1 uses that lin3..i gu3ss its w33k n0w.highly mo0dy all 0ver th3 plac3 ..m3an mug fl0w..shytz n3v3r weak...it cut mi fac3 just so,,th3 lip th3 n0s3 th3 ch33k th3 ey3s...g0n3 it th3 blink 0f th3 main priz3.
p0pp3d 0ut in 1 b0dy..sat 0n th3 j0hn by mis3lf..mad3 mi mistak3s mi d3cisi0ns mi m0v3m3nts...with mi s3lf..s0 ima hv3 t0 d0 what ii g0tta f0r mys3lf...n3ver cat3r t0 n30n3s 3m0ti0ns u n3ver b3n3fit..n shak3spear3 0nc3 said..luv all. trust f3w n hat3 nun...it w0rks 0ut just fin3..yuh kn0 ..yuh never g3t what yuh want...n3ver!.. but aim as hi as th3 h3av3ns yuh never kn0.,,n so it b3gins again..m3ntally sumthin lit3 im f0und t0 b3..buht th3y luv mi..n ii r3j3ct th3 m0ti0n f0r th3y will 0nlii thr0w mi..mi s0ft sid3 taken lightly if thats th3 cas3 ..th3 ninja sid3 will n3v3r f0rsak3 mi f0r w3v3 b33n t0g3th3r a l0ng tim3

0ut 0f th3 carcass is s0methin sw33t

understanding of lust

ii understand why lust is bad
u want what u cant have
u bend and break
n in the end u end up sad

ii sin f0r you. dont you understand..
i want you as my own
but i guess im speaking dutch or something you dont understand
because you tend to walk away
when mi emotions are at hand.
i told you how i felt.
you must have not taken mi seriously
because i lusted for you
of you
wet mi cheeks with tears of sadness n overbuilt happiness
you must not know who i am
i tend not to care
not to put my self out there
but i saw something different
and ii stepped out onto the ledge
n now i wish i brought a life line
because im out here
attempting to climb back up to safety but i hopped to far


102708

venting pt 2

mm....
sitting back in my chair
reclining reminding
myself that out 0f th3 carcass is sumthin sw33t
s0 i serand3 th3 br0k3n strands with th3 crazy glue
so theyll never c0me apart again
hahah i acc0mplish 1 0r th3 0ther
or ii go back to being lazy n diving into cl0uds 0f sweetness
n mii eyes burn c0nsist3ntly reminding mii
im not dun yet.
i gr0wl with distr3ss..
em0ti0nally retarded
physically vex
so mii mind begins to flex n str3tch
b0ne breaking so i am ready to begin
i luv it wh3n ii dnt care
flick th3 vis0r n bang with r0ck..m0vad0 n ii
hahah
d-kath is s0o live!

Monday, October 20, 2008

smh day in th3 lif3 0f a baysid3r

last week we were t0ld by the officials "dont bring your electronics to school". as bayside students...pshh...we were not with it
MONDAY M0RNING!!!
I quote, it was like JFK,no lie.
the amount 0f security guards was ridiculous.
mann.....i tell you..only in the safest school you could find.

Sunday, October 19, 2008

ventingg

t0 nic3 f0r mii 0wn good you kn0w.
s0 3ffin chill I'm fr0z3n h3art n syst3m.
...all yah r0und mE is fo0d..
I'm starving 3at you all f0r br3akfast lunch n dinn3r
.n if I'm crazy.mi lat3 nit3 snack
you can't f3ast 0n mi because I'm gr33dy.
you can't ravag3 0n sumthing 3mpty..
n wh3n I'm full you still can't.
Because I'ma cum afta u lik3 th3 p0lic3 ..
i hat3 b3ing nic3..n b3ing 3m0ti0nal .
Because ima b3 lik3 all yahhh - w3ak n fo0d...
ima h0ld it in..lik3 a dam n wh3n th3 tim3 is rit3
is damag3 you

a mix of everything

This year of 2008, has brought forth some of the most historic events. Barack Obama has gone where no man of color has gone before...but the ignorance of the country is seen so much bigger than before. if we base this upcoming election on skin color...we'll all be sitting between a rock and a hard place. we are coming to ruins n sadly to say we arent making "change". the economy is =[ .....l0l no words..seriously it scares me because its just pure "what if's" running thru my head as i wonder..smh what is this world coming to.

well....as far as im concerned..its no place good so we should sit back relax and make lem0nade with our lemons because best believe thats all we have.


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